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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Hidden Love

Tonight this heart it seems did not make sense had one feeling that continue haunted in my heart, the feeling that necessarily was not in this heart. I did not know why this feeling suddenly was in my heart maybe because she was so good, soft, sholehah and that was most important she love ALLOH. i was known she for a long time but this feeling just emerged around 1 year. Possibly this song could represent my feeling at this time.

( ST12)
Bila asmaraku telah tiba merenggut nafas di jiwa
Itu dia yang datang hadirkan cinta menyebar kedalam rasa
Dapatkah aku mengatakanya
Perasaan yang kupunya untuk
dia mestinya kuungkapkan saja
Tuk dapat jawaban darinya

Dapatkah aku memeluknya menjadikan bintang disurga
Berikan warna yang bisa menjadikan indah
Aku tak mampu mengatakan
Aku tak mampu tuk mengungkapkan
Hingga sampai saat ini perasaan telah tertinggal

Dapatkah dia merasakan
Satu nafas yang tersimpan
Itu bukan cinta sekedar cinta biasa
Yang sesaat dan terus hilang


( vagetoz)
hadirnya dirimu berikan suasana baru
kau mampu tenangkan aku
di saat risau dalam hatiku
lembutnya sikapmu meluluhkan hati ini
terbuai aku terlena oleh dirimu
oleh dirimu
jantung pun bergetar saat engkau ada di dekatku
mungkinkah diriku telah jatuh cinta pada dirimu
sebisa diriku mencoba untuk melupakanmu
namun ku tak bisa
kau pun selalu ada dalam hatiku
dan biarkan semua mengalir apa adanya
ku yakin kau pun pahami perasaanku, perasaanku



But I realised will impossible for me to have you because she know who am I, how I am. Because of the love must’n be have forever. I only want she know (if did not know that was better).

Sometimes I was confused why every time what was wanted by us not all of them were realised even so conversely what not we ideas happened. Truly these words “ humankind might have 1,000 plans and the dream but Alloh plan that was best/must win “.

Once I thought why Alloh brought me together with the person uptil now I desired as my wife after my situation like this or possibly this the exam from Alloh to redeem my sins that passed that so many of them until being not counted? Quite heavy to rectify the mistake and straightened the road that was wrong but indeed must be undergone because in each exam must have wisdom inside.

Forgive me ,,,,, I hoped you were not angry If at one time you was read my article because in writing this I could reveal the contents of my heart and I did not have the intention anything because: I Love You not mean I must be have you forever
I Will be kept this love in my heart forever.

Aku tidak akan pantas untukmu dan aku akan mendoakan semoga kamu mendapatkan lelaki yang sholeh dan dapat membimbingmu dijalan Alloh dunia dan akhirat. Amin…..

1 comment:

  1. Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy Anger.. tears... laughter.. It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it.

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